yes, heather headley is in my mind.
if you dont know about this wonderful singer let me put a scenario for you,
“Imagine seeing him on the town holding another hand,
she’s staring me down, so i figured that he told her
who i am
but it dont matter either way what they do or say cause aint nothing changed
he’s standing with her but his soul is calling out my name
in my mind, ill always be his lady, in my mind i’ll always be his girl”
holyyyy, oh man. that’s something that you have to listen to, youtube it!
Now, as a woman, i have 2 sides to this. I can feel like the woman in front of him, or the woman beside him.
As the woman in front of him, i can feel like i own this man. Let’s get real, i still have the attachment to this man who can’t seem to move on, even though he dates other women. Which in a way can be really satisfying, and at the same time it’s still damaging to my self esteem.
I can feel like the woman beside him. Watching this go down, as if there is nothing that i could do, but let this woman in front of me take over my man’s heart with just a sight. isn’t that crazy?
how we love those who hurt us,
and hurt those who love us?